
thoughts and things written into the void

the buried
the centre, choke, too close i cannot breathe, forever deep below creation
fears and manifestations in the show: claustrophobia, being trapped, suffocating, drowning, crushing - deep water, debt/financial issues, dirt/earth, tight spaces, caves, coffins, graves
the corruption
filth, the crawling rot
fears and manifestations in the show: mysophobia, verminophobia, bacteriophobia, trypophobia - mould, bugs, rot, decay, infection, unhealthy love, companionship, collective consciousness, loss of self/individuality
- the book "brainwyrms" by alison rumfitt
- the book "what moves the dead" by t. kingfisher
the dark
the forever blind
fears and manifestations in the show: scotophobia (darkness), what lies within the dark, the unknown - dark water, blindness, coldness, a creature within the dark
the desolation
the lightless flame, the torturing flame, the devastation, the blackened earth, the ravening burn
fears and manifestations in the show: burning, pain, loss, destruction - flame, wax, heat, burns, destruction of potential
the end
death, terminus, the coming end that waits for all and cannot be ignored
fears and manifestations in the show: death - bones, the dead, dreams, game pieces
the eye
beholding, the ceaseless watcher, it knows you
fears and manifestations in the show: scopophobia (being watched), ommetaphobie (eyes), having secrets revealed, horrible knowledge, being exposed, being judged - eyes, books, libraries, security cameras, a figure that keeps constant watch
the extinction
the terrible change, the future without us, the world is always ending
fears and manifestations in the show: catastrophic change, extinction of humanity especially by humanity's own doing, replacement as the dominant species - doomsday events, man-made catastrophes (e.g. climate change, atomic bombs), codes of strings and numbers, man-made objects, human technology, destruction of nature, destruction of natural order, destruction of human skin and tissue
the flesh
viscera
fears and manifestations in the show: body horror, dysmorphia, being killed for meat, being eaten, being nothing more than meat - meat, corpses, blood, bones, butchers, meat-related industry, cannibalism
- the book "stister, maiden, monster" by lucy a. snyder
- the novella "transmuted" by eve harms
- the book "tender is the flesh" by agustina bazterrica
the hunt
blood
fears and manifestations in the show: being chased, being prey - monsters, predators, animal instinct, animalistic traits
the lonely
forsaken, the one alone
fears and manifestations in the show: autophobia, abandonment - fog, silence, travel, crowds, things that seem human but don't have any personality to them
- the book "the loneliest girl in the universe" by lauren james
the slaughter
war
fears and manifestations in the show: unpredictable violence, war - war imagery, weapons, music, drums, bagpipes
the spiral
the twisting deceit, it is lies, it is not what it seems
fears and manifestations in the show: madness, gaslighting, your mind is lying to you, false friendships - fractals, patterns, spirals, insomnia, hallucinations, mazes, doors
- the book "bunny" by mona awad
- the book "mothtown" by caroline hardaker
- the book "supplication" by nour abi-nakhoul
the stranger
i do not know you
fears and manifestations in the show: the uncanny, not knowing, automatonophobia - mannequins, dolls, wax figures, taxidermy, skin, theatre, performances, masks, calliope music, clowns, circuses
- the manga "hikari ga shinda natsu" ("the summer hikaru died") by mokumokuren
the vast
the falling titan, the void
fears and manifestations in the show: acrophobia, thalassophobia, bathophobia, apeirophobia, megalophobia, casadastraphobia, insignificance - void, skies, falling, outer space, open spaces, deep water, giant creatures, lovecraftian horrors
- the videogame "subnautica"
- the book series "sleeping giants", "waking gods" and "only human" by sylvain neuvel
- the book series "blindsight" and "echopraxia" by peter watts
the web
the spider, the great spider, the mother of puppets, the mother, the spinner of schemes, the story spinner, the hidden machination
fears and manifestations in the show: arachnophobia, fear of being controlled - webs, web patterns, weaving, marionettes, spiders, addiction, tape recorder