previous: issue 14.

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i decided on an icon! it's an eye (and definitely not because that gives me the opportunity to call them "eyecon"). for the three base pages i think i'll make a black-and-white one and for each of the categories (folders? topics?) there will be a different color. it's gonna take me a bit to do that and i think i'll go back as well, so for the record: the eyecons start now, every past issue (and other pages that were created before) were given theirs retroactively.

[idk, i like having a record, especially when i go back and edit already existing and basically "finished" stuff. i do that in my analog notebooks and letters as well.]

frustrated grumbling

allodyia strikes again, together with some nerve pain (mainly hands and feet) and random muscle spasms. pretty bad timing because i'm writing my first exam in 5 days from today. i should probably rest, but it's hard to do that because there is still stuff i want to study. it's frustrating and i'm frustrated.

and what's especially mean is that i actually like studying! i like making flash cards, color coding them, sorting them in piles, having them in a pretty box on my desk. it's satisfying. not all the topics are interested and some of the powerpoints i have to look through have a terrible layout but generally i like the process. ... at least if my hands don't start burning and the pressure of my arms resting on the desk doesn't feel like being cut with knives.

i'm trying my best to relax, so i'm watching wade's blue prince playthrough. probably my current comfort content, together with midsomar murders.